I started another self remodel - hoping to find my purpose through non-profits jobs and a house remodel. As I scraped ceilings, I realized I was scraping off my old beliefs and ideas. I couldn't keep patching what wasn't working. I had to take out rotten floor boards and fix a shaky foundation.
I tried meditation, visualization, declarations, forgiveness work, reiki, spiritual healers. I delved into my past, released anger, hurt and fear. I was saner but I still felt that rock of hurt buried deep within. When a mentor asked, "you know you have a hurt that needs to be healed?" My assignment to tell the story, no matter how silly it seemed, that defined my life.
Anger was buried under humiliation, shame, fear, confusion. I couldn’t articulate in junior high that I lost my power but I felt squashed and shrank to a smaller person in order to survive - my survival technique through my adult life. When I was shoved, ANGER would surface.
It cost so much time to realize the adult me could choose to let go of the past. I had looked outside for my grail when it was within me the whole time. I needed to claim it. I can reclaim, release, reconcile, readjust and rewrite my next chapter. YOU CAN TOO!!
It's time to channel your anger for YOUR greater good!
These are my underlying assumptions in working with you:
⬤ No one is broken.
⬤ NO dumpster diving into every hurt in your life-there are one or two stories where you lost your power.
⬤ Action creates transformation.
⬤ Until you resolve your past, you are destined to repeat it.
⬤ Time does not heal all wounds, it just buries them deeper.
⬤ You are the problem and you are the SOLUTION!